tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18965057608658758182024-03-14T06:26:05.163+01:00Let's do this.determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.comBlogger134125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-31381831022920257332013-05-27T13:55:00.000+02:002013-08-11T21:37:58.512+02:00And the days are passing by.<div style="text-align: left;">
<u>May 16, 2013. 11:34pm.</u><br />
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I had a dream last night, the kind of dream you make a conscious
decision to wake up from into the night and the plot, the feelings,
the thoughts stick with you no matter how much you want to shake them
off.<br />
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In that dream, we were in love. Whether it was once again or still, I
couldn't tell. The only thing that mattered was that I felt needed,
cherished, appreciated for being myself. He held me and told me he would
never let me go, he kissed my hair, my fingers, my lips, he whispered
he loved me.<br />
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Everything changed in a blink of an eye.<br />
Suddenly, I was alone. Hurt and confused. Shivering in the darkness.<br />
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In the dream, he left me--<br />
He left me yet again.<br />
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<u>May 17, 2013. 11:04pm.</u><br />
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I still remember how loudly I laughed<br />
When you told me keeping quiet was a skill.<br />
We haven't talked in four months;<br />
Four months and eleven days, to be precise.<br />
I'd lie if I said I never think of you<br />
And you'd be surprised how much I've changed.<br />
One day (after you told me to live my life)<br />
I understood. These days I tell people<br />
I'm good at keeping quiet.<br />
If they laugh, I let them be.<br />
Everyone needs to find out on their own<br />
What it really means.</div>
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<u>May 17, 2013. 11:14pm.</u><br />
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Does it even count as leaving<br />
If someone you love stops talking to you?<br />
After I awoke from that dream<br />
I thought to myself<br />
"Well, so now he's left me twice."</div>
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Maybe it was the closure I never got.<br />
And maybe my love for him still lives.</div>
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<u>May 26/27, 2013. 12:01am.</u><br />
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Like the whiskey tingling on my tongue<br />
The feel of you was still there when<br />
I touched my cheeks. I've rubbed them<br />
With soap and cloth and water<br />
And the smell of you still lingers.<br />
I've been trying to forget all about<br />
Your wandering fingertips; as I close<br />
My eyes and pray for sleep,<br />
The saltiness of my tears creates<br />
Crooked paths down my face.<br />
I can't help but lick my lips.</div>
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Even those still taste like you.</div>
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<u>May 27, 2013. 9:32am.</u><br />
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These days I wish I could just walk around with a sign around my neck
that reads </div>
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<span style="color: #666666;"><i>"I'm being nice to you because I can't be nice to myself."<br />
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Haven't been feeling very inspired </div>
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Or useful<br />
Or valuable<br />
Or cheerful<br />
Lately.<br />
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I guess that's why I keep smiling and telling others everything is going to be alright and that it's important to keep fighting.<br />
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I can't take my own advice (I never could.)<br />
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Things have changed. Every morning I wake up with tears in my eyes and never remember the
dreams. I've tried; the more I try to corner them, the more successfully
they fade into the new day.</div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-91581181138207499182013-05-12T17:28:00.001+02:002013-05-12T17:28:16.188+02:00May 11, 2013. 11:01pm.<div style="text-align: center;">
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I've been writing poetry and drinking whiskey like water. </div>
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An old lover returned to me last week and we've been inseparable ever since. She comes every night and wants to stay near so all we do
is lay in bed, count the heartbeats, streetcars, songs of the drunks
and syllables in my verses. We've always been in a love-hate relationship; regardless of our complicated history,<i> </i>I always greet her with my eyes and arms wide open. Someone told me once she was a bitch but I couldn't care less. (Chances are she slept with most of you as well.) We're as intimate as we've always been.</div>
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<i>Insomnia.</i></div>
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The only thing I wish for these days is that
I find a way to live my life in happiness. Cliché, I know.<br />
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11:11. Here I go again.</div>
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I've been feeling so lonely lately that I often find myself standing by
the windows, observing people down on the street, imagining what kind of
lives they lead and what makes them who they are.</div>
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As always, I pushed everyone who cared away, forgetting again that trying
to surround myself with new people is exhausting. Honestly, right now I
don't really have the necessary energy so I'm lonely on my own. I'm
beginning to realize it's tragic when you only trust yourself and it
makes me a little less hopeful for the future as I need other people to
trust me, which is, as a matter of fact, difficult if I can't make it
work both ways.</div>
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twelve streetcars<br />
one national anthem<br />
three folk songs<br />
seven airplanes in the sky<br />
and countless vicious circles I can't seem to be able to get myself out of.<br />
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And the night has just begun.<br />
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-45419508627488134272013-05-03T12:54:00.004+02:002013-05-03T21:12:57.111+02:00Emotional intelligence (n.) the ability to identify, assess, and control the emotions of oneself, of others, and of groups.<div style="text-align: center;">
The test results were in. A nice lady in a hideous colorful sweater
told me to stay seated in the chair from which my feet couldn't reach
the ground and left the office to call my parents who were sitting
in the waiting room.<br />
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She called me exceptionally emotionally mature for my age, with the scores falling far above the average range of other four-year-olds. She even pulled out some
graphs and charts from the depths of her ancient collection of proof of
exceptional emotional maturity and let my parents bathe in the warmth of
promises that in her life, their daughter was undoubtedly going to
reach unheard-of greatness.</div>
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I was 5. My brother was almost 11 then.<br />
My aunt had come to visit and brought us chocolate bars. My brother ate
his the same day he received it. I saved mine and pulled it out from
somewhere several days after our aunt left.<br />
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"Would you like a bite?" I asked.<br />
"Why'd you ask that?"<br />
"Because I'd feel bad if I didn't."<br />
"I wouldn't want that."<br />
"Wouldn't want what?"<br />
"Have that kind of feeling.</div>
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I was seven. My mom asked me what kind of a Christmas gift would make me
happy. I said I didn't really want anything other than for all kids in
the world to have homes, families and enough food. I got the Christmas
usuals and a Barbie doll.<br />
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I was twenty-two and on my way home from the supermarket. There was a
shaggy-looking homeless man on the corner of the street and I thought he
must have been hungry.<br />
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"Would you like a loaf of bread?" I asked him.<br />
"Keep the bread and give me money instead."<br />
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I couldn't believe it. Completely and utterly shocked, that sentence left me speechless. My body decided to follow my legs and as I turned to continue on my way, I heard:<br />
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"You're just a pretty girl who knows nothing about life."</div>
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I'm not a kid anymore. In some aspects, I really haven't changed much:
even today, my greatest wish is for everyone in the world to live in happiness.
However, the difference between now and then is that these days instead
of Barbies I get people's amused looks. And no, I haven't
learned. I still know nothing about life.<br />
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I guess I've just gotten used to the fact the joke's always on me.</div>
determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-12981901966935892022013-05-02T17:30:00.000+02:002013-05-02T18:03:00.289+02:00On the edge.<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">It's hard to feel beautiful</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">when someone keeps pointing out your flaws.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">It's hard to fe<span style="font-size: x-small;">el acc<span style="font-size: x-small;">epted</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">when someone says that all you do is wrong. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's <span style="font-size: x-small;">hard to feel worthy</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span>when <span style="font-size: x-small;">you're <span style="font-size: x-small;">n<span style="font-size: x-small;">ever </span>good enough.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's hard to feel happy</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">when someone constantly puts you down.</span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's hard <span style="font-size: x-small;">not to feel misu<span style="font-size: x-small;">nderstood</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">when no on<span style="font-size: x-small;">e ever tries to see through the walls.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's hard not to feel useless</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">when<span style="font-size: x-small;"> with one word </span>all your efforts go to waste.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's hard to enjoy life</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">w<span style="font-size: x-small;">hen <span style="font-size: x-small;">you<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">'re <span style="font-size: x-small;">slowly dying</span></span> insid<span style="font-size: x-small;">e.</span></span></span></span> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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It's been a difficult week.</div>
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Hurtful things were said. </div>
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Multiple lines were crossed.</div>
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I tried. But I have my limits, too. </div>
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(Haven't spoken to my father in two days.)</div>
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Desperately looking for a job so I can move out and live my life.</div>
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Maybe I'm just being the drama queen they used to call me when I was younger.</div>
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The truth is that I can't take this any more. </div>
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The good thing is I found the tears I had officially declared lost a while ago.</div>
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I discovered that I can still feel. <i>Sadness, misery, failure, disappointment</i>.</div>
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I'm telling myself all of this is better than nothing. But.. is it really?</div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-33193731783783142182013-04-26T19:11:00.002+02:002013-04-26T19:42:44.709+02:00People run from rain but sit in bathtubs full of water.<div style="text-align: center;">
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Sometimes I feel like our lives are parallel to the existence of the closing credits. You know, like when the movie's over, some of the bigger lights guiding the way along the stairs come back on, and most people stand up because, well, it's time to go home-- and the movie theater gradually falls silent, and you just sit there, looking at the list of people who shaped what you just watched into a coherent whole and look around yourself, just to spot a few people in the room who, like you, stuck around until the very end, and the sense of togetherness, the feeling of familiarity just becomes blatantly obvious.<br />
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The flow of people in and out of my life has always been a reassuring constant to me; I've been hurt numerous times throughout the years and learned to leave before I was left, yet the people who mattered always managed to find a way to keep up and stick by my side. I am not terribly good at relationships; in fact, I'm terrified that other people feel like I'm not good or fun or worthy enough to be wasting time with. I like to run and push people away out of pure persuasion I'll eventually hurt them much less if I'm out of reach. And maybe it's a subconscious test to see who will care enough to call. I've hurt myself countless times with the realization I'm not as unforgettable as I would like be; they say that sometimes it's the people you haven't heard from in a while who'd like to talk to you the most (just don't know how. <i>I certainly don't know how</i>.). Some days it just hits me how many bridges I've burnt and how many people I've hurt along the way. But then-- life goes on, it certainly does not stop for anyone, and we keep walking, jogging, running, making turns and U-turns, building and burning bridges. The thing is-- no matter how alone we feel, there will always be people who will catch up, swim side-by-side with the ruins of our burning bridges, people who will want to stay and watch the end credits with us. And even those who walk out of the movie theater to go home right after the closing scene-- we might see them again sometime, maybe even in the same place, as it is possible, after all, that we share a similar taste in movies.<br />
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As for my no-binging/ hearting challenge..<br />
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I'm learning to say no to my emotional
hunger.<br />
I'm also learning not to sabotage my achievements in the
process.<br />
That's a good thing, right?<br />
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Love always,<br />
Lu.</div>
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P.S.<a href="http://glueandpieces.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Peri</a>, love, I have a bad feeling about a comment or two I made on your posts. Check your spam comments tab, maybe?<br />
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-L. </div>
determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-19330359451245845202013-04-23T14:41:00.000+02:002013-04-23T14:41:48.736+02:00Once you learn to quit, it becomes a habit.<div style="text-align: center;">
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Trying.</div>
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Trying some more.</div>
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Trying more than some more.</div>
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Step by step, I'm learning to quit binging.</div>
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It's okay to feel defeated sometimes; the most important thing is to keep trying.</div>
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and think it's a wonderful idea!</div>
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The simple thought inspired me so much that of course I had to give it a try: first thing in the morning, I wrote "Don't binge. Do yoga instead." on my belly and decided to draw a heart next to it every time I feel like binging and, well, my brain wins.</div>
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So far, I'm a proud owner of one tiny heart. </div>
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I love you so much, not sure what I'd do without your kind words, your support and, most of all, your love. Stay strong, my darlings, we'll conquer those thunderstorms because we have each other.</div>
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Hugs and kisses,</div>
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Your Lu.</div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-3464539688235254312013-04-21T19:31:00.001+02:002013-04-21T20:10:13.201+02:00How do you unfriend the voices in your head?<div style="text-align: center;">
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In a matter of four months, I went from spending two hours at the gym every single day of the week to sedentary, very close to zero-activity lifestyle. <i>Crazy</i>. The urgency to get back on track (and the elliptical) has crept up on me and is growing stronger and stronger every day-- maybe because I've been a real disappointment to myself lately.</div>
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I'm going back and forth between eating clean and not eating at all, and when I eat, fighting off the voice in my head telling me stop stuffing my face and pigging out is still an immense struggle.</div>
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I have been doing a little sitting-room yoga in the afternoons these days and have been re-discovering the sensation of what comes quite close to real happiness, the existence of which I had almost forgotten.<br />
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Saturday was a bad day. I did some yoga and felt calm, positive. And then I ate a little bit and purged, ate another little bit and purged, and then I kept eating and purging every little bite I ate until I lost count of the times I went running to the bathroom; my thoughts alone have recently been making me physically sick: I am still too weak, I am incapable of defeating the voices, I cannot make myself keep the food in. I find myself standing in front of the toilet, my mind yells at me "What are you doing? You don't need to do this! No no no, stop it!" But I can't, I simply can't, I gag at the silent accusations of my brain and there I am, bending over and shushing the voices.<br />
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The worst thing is that I see the change in the mirror, and even though I'm very very far from where I'd like to be, the slight sense of satisfaction silences everything else; the reflection I see is the proof that what I'm doing is working, yet I know this way I'm slowly killing myself.<br />
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It's a vicious circle and it needs to end.</div>
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I'm trying, I really am...I'm really trying to be a better person.<br />
I'd really like to be a healthier me, but the presence of the fear of gaining weight is overpowering. It's a process, a struggle, a war. Constant irrational fear and unwillingness to give up vs. constant belief that "healthy" is well within the reach.<br />
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<i>And maybe I'm just making up excuses.</i><br />
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It makes me truly sad to be so proud of being able to see beauty around me in the simplest of things, see uniqueness in people I meet, exceptionality of the tiniest of wonderful moments, yet cannot make myself see beauty in me.<br />
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I'm confused, as you can tell.<br />
But I'm not losing hope.<br />
Things do get better..<br />
I believe that I will get better.<i> </i><br />
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<i>I have to believe that I will get better.</i></div>
determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-46111476244463292102013-04-15T16:44:00.001+02:002013-04-15T16:44:06.851+02:00Keto diaries (a.k.a Lu's biggest diet change experiment yet).<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><i>W</i>hat is "keto", you ask? </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ketogenic_diet" target="_blank">Wiki link</a> for your convenience.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;">So this is my experience.. daily diary disclosed for your amusement. </span></span><br />
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<u>Day 1. Wednesday, April 10, 2013.</u> Got through the day surprisingly smoothly: no sugar cravings that could not be fixed with cheese cubes and Dijon mustard. And more cheese cubes dipped in mayo.<br />
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<u>Day 2. Thursday.</u> Headache in
the evening; other than that, I was determined enough to stick to the
new regimen that I didn't allow myself to cheat. No sugar for me, thank you. </div>
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<u>Day 3. Friday.</u> Couldn't
stop thinking about the leftover caramelized walnuts from Easter.
Nibbled on cheese and ham instead. Major headaches throughout the entire
day, culminating in the evening. When falling asleep, I'd swear caramel apples and sugar-coated cookies were floating right before my eyes.<br />
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<u>Day 4. Saturday.</u> The worst
morning yet. By far. First time in months, after opening my eyes in the
morning, I seriously considered not getting out of bed. Nausea took over
me, felt like I was going to be sick; the very first image upon force-opening my eyes was one of me hugging the toilet for the rest of the day. Made myself get up, headed straight to the kitchen,
ate some ham, cheese and had a little salad on the side. Caught myself
staring at my half-finished cup of coffee, literally waiting for even
the smallest signal that would send me running to the bathroom. Sat and
stared, sat and stared, and the sluggishness began to lift until it
miraculously disappeared. Afternoon headache crept up on me, although it
wasn't nearly as intense and the one I experienced the previous night. <i>Crisis</i>. Flashing neon signs in my brain are constantly switched on and read one word: <b><span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">C</span>A<span style="color: #351c75;">R</span><span style="color: #38761d;">B</span><span style="color: lime;">S</span></span></b><span style="color: orange;"><span style="color: #444444;">.</span></span><br />
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<u>Day 5. Sunday.</u> Felt alright in the morning; interestingly
enough, got a headache <i>after </i>my breakfast share of cheese and
ham. Purged lunch, felt like it simply had way too many carbs in it.
Pimiento stuffed olives, cheese and sour cream for dinner. Couldn't have
possibly stayed in my 500 calorie limit, which is making me feel
extremely guilty. For the first time since Wednesday, it occurred to me I
might just like chocolate and candy in general a little too much to
stick with the diet (now this it what my brain is yelling at me:
"Giving up after making it through five days without chocolate? For a carb addict
like myself, that's real eternity! I'm no quitter! I'm sticking to the
regimen no matter what because I really need to lose the fat!!")<br />
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<u>Day 6. Monday.</u> Quitting is not what I do; made the conscious decision to stick to the diet. My period is coming: on top of being constipated as hell, I'm bloated as well. Killing sugar cravings with spoonfuls of chicken fat. Disgusting? No. As long as there's zero or close to no carbs and full fat in it, nothing seems to gross me out any more. <i> </i><br />
<u>Monday, later.</u> Thinking and re-thinking. The extra four (!) pounds on the scale are more than discouraging. Might be the before-period phenomenon, or the constant share of calories my body's not used to getting, or perhaps a combination of the two, but seriously... decided to give it until Wednesday so I can say I gave Keto a one-week try: if I don't see any signs of results, I'm abandoning the ship and going back to my beloved fruits and veggies. And chocolate. And sugar. Oh Lord, yes please, give me some sugar, that's all I ask. <i> </i><br />
<u>Monday, later than last later.</u> My head and body and soul and brain and all that I am are screaming "give us our sugar back!!" I think I'll just finish off the day and go back to normal (or at least what I consider 'normal') in the morning. I've never really been the one to choose the easy ways out, but not eating is just.. well.. easier.<br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Moral of the story? None, really.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I tried and failed quite miserably.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Well, at least I tried ;)</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;">P.S. Not saying that if it didn't work for me, it's not going to work for you either.. <span style="font-size: x-small;">the <span style="font-size: x-small;">internet is full of testimonies of people who sw<span style="font-size: x-small;">ear by this diet!</span></span></span> I realize I really
haven't given it "time to kick in", haven't "waited to see the amazing
results" or maybe got tired of eating only meat and cheese too early in
the diet, but hey, I gave it a go (and maybe I'm just too used to seeing
results on daily basis without my scale keeping me this frustrated).
And maybe I'll even try it again some day, but no cheese for me for a
while now, I beg of you.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;">And now, do me a favor, will you?</span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><img alt="Tumblr_ml0p0sikct1snefhdo1_500_large" class="full-size" height="297" src="http://data.whicdn.com/images/58588177/tumblr_ml0p0sikcT1snefhdo1_500_large.jpg" width="400" /> </span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">I failed, <span style="font-size: small;">gained four pounds in six days</span>, but <span style="font-size: small;">it's be<span style="font-size: small;">en an <span style="font-size: small;">experience. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Or maybe..</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"> <img alt="Tumblr_m7pf0lyttf1rp02wmo1_500_large" class="full-size" height="394" src="http://data.whicdn.com/images/51868879/tumblr_m7pf0lYTtf1rp02wmo1_500_large.jpg" width="400" /> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">As of to<span style="font-size: small;">morrow, <span style="font-size: small;">you can c</span></span>all m<span style="font-size: small;">e a Keto-quitter ;) </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;">I love you<span style="font-size: small;">! Stay awesome!</span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lu. </span> </span></span> </span></span><br />
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Sometimes it's just difficult to see the silver lining behind all the clouds.</div>
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Life is satiated by memories and people and moments that bring us down; maybe we like to think a little too much about the negatives rather than the wonderful that has crossed our way. In the end, we all are incredibly blessed we got the chance to be here and to experience the roller-coaster that is living. Without the bad, we could not treasure the beautiful; oftentimes it's hard to breathe, we feel like we're drowning, but you know what? Through those moments we learn: they make us stronger.</div>
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To keep breathing is what truly matters.</div>
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through the disappointments.</div>
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There's beauty everywhere around us. </div>
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It's truly worth living for. </div>
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I love you.</div>
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Thank you for being you, </div>
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thank you for being there for me,</div>
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thank you for being a part of the beautiful in my life.</div>
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Lu.</div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-52650136649970375722013-04-10T14:30:00.001+02:002013-04-10T14:30:21.406+02:00It is only with the heart that...but what does a mirror look at?<div style="text-align: center;">
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I am at war with myself once again.</div>
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If my scale could talk, it would yell <i>Plateau! Plateau! Plateau! </i>at me. Of course it was bound to happen, I had no illusions, yet it got to me in a way it does every single time. Frustrating, to say the least. However, a much worse thing than this temporary unpleasantness is that last night it dawned on me that my thoughts are
consuming me; nothing in my brain echoes louder than the constant
bugging voice whispering that I am doing something wrong because I am not losing fast enough, that I have the potential to do a lot better than this (and that <i>obviously </i>I am not doing it).</div>
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It is exhausting. I am having a hard time remembering the last time I had a normal meal served with no regrets on the side.<span style="color: #666666;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(but then... it's possible, nothing worth having comes easy, just believe, stay strong, don't you dare give up!)</span></span><br />
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I am losing touch with my reasonable self once again.</div>
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Every night, the sounds of my empty stomach lull me to sleep. </div>
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They are comforting and sound like an applause.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #666666;">(This is twisted. How can I possibly be so proud of that?)</span></span><br />
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Will I ever be enough?</div>
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When I see girls who are truly and objectively just skin-covered collection of bones and still talk about how much they eat while they really should not, I want to scream at them, grab their shoulders, sink my nails into them and shake them until their old sensible selves would return into their bodies.<br />
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And then I catch the stare of my reflection in the mirror and look away because the presence of the persuasion I am not good enough is too deep, the thought I am not undone enough is obnoxiously loud. And so I keep quiet, smile a pretty smile (there are people who have it a lot worse, right?) and fight my battle even if I am not entirely sure any more whose side I am on.<br />
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Maybe the only thing that really matters is that I keep going.<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #666666;"> </span>That is one of the few things I am sure of at the moment: I will keep going until I find out.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #666666;">(How do they say it? Curiosity killed the cat?<span style="font-size: x-small;">)</span> </span></span></div>
determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-20373405161461229112013-04-05T16:41:00.000+02:002013-04-05T17:21:41.880+02:00Confidence, confidence, confidence!<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Day 1: January 24, 2013 </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;">SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)<u> </u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: <span style="font-size: x-small;">5<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">5</span></span> kg (1<span style="font-size: x-small;">2<span style="font-size: x-small;">0</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">15</span> lbs)</u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)</span> </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">weight lost: <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">7</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">5</span></span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">1<span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">53</span> lbs)</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">weight to lose: <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">8</span></span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">1<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">33</span> lbs)</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"> <span style="font-size: small;">Darlings, <span style="font-size: small;">from t<span style="font-size: small;">he bottom of my heart, I hope your Easter was filled with happiness, wonderful moments spent with your dear ones and some well-<span style="font-size: small;">deserved rest. <span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Well<span style="font-size: small;">, <span style="font-size: small;">no need to l<span style="font-size: small;">ie-- mine was <span style="font-size: small;">one big feast. <span style="font-size: small;">Beca<span style="font-size: small;">use <span style="font-size: small;">our family's pretty religious, Easter is the <span style="font-size: small;">single most important celebration of the year (which<span style="font-size: small;"> obvi<span style="font-size: small;">ously goes hand in hand with lots and lots of cooking<span style="font-size: small;">, followed by lots and lots of eating and <span style="font-size: small;">lounging around).</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span> <span style="font-size: small;">I can't deny <span style="font-size: small;">that if<span style="font-size: small;"> I truly wanted to<span style="font-size: small;">, I could have easily eaten maybe half of what I did without anyone really noticing, but you know how it goes.. one <span style="font-size: small;">cookie<span style="font-size: small;">, one piece of cake, then <i><span style="font-size: small;">screw i<span style="font-size: small;">t</span></span></i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"> and the<span style="font-size: small;">eeeere goes your <span style="font-size: small;">calorie plan for the day. My weight skyrocketed <span style="font-size: small;">to 55.8 kg (123 lbs) in a matter of t<span style="font-size: small;">hree days and that's precisel<span style="font-size: small;">y the amount of time it took me to get back to the<span style="font-size: small;"> n<span style="font-size: small;">umber the scale <span style="font-size: small;">was showing </span></span>before Easter started. So yes, I'm <span style="font-size: small;">back to where I was. And now.. on I go! :)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>Conclusion</i>:</span> no regrets here<span style="font-size: small;">. None<span style="font-size: small;">.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Oh ye<span style="font-size: small;">s-- <span style="font-size: small;">I've been meaning to ask you-- are any of you,<span style="font-size: small;"> my bea<span style="font-size: small;">utiful girls, on My Fitness Pal? I've been using the app solely on my phone<span style="font-size: small;"> for<span style="font-size: small;"> quite a while (though<span style="font-size: small;">, to be honest, I've been on and off)<span style="font-size: small;">, <span style="font-size: small;">but maybe it'd help me to see <span style="font-size: small;">how someone el<span style="font-size: small;">se is doing, and well, who knows, maybe it'd help someone else to see my (<i>fingers crossed!</i>) progress<span style="font-size: small;"> as well? Just a thought.. If you'd like<span style="font-size: small;">...</span> <a href="http://www.myfitnesspal.com/darling_lu" target="_blank">add me</a> maybe?</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Here's to us and the<span style="font-size: small;"> wonderful days ahead<span style="font-size: small;">...<span style="font-size: small;">one day the struggles wil<span style="font-size: small;">l be only memories<span style="font-size: small;">.<span style="font-size: small;"> </span>I belie<span style="font-size: small;">ve in you, my loves. We're<span style="font-size: small;"> in this together<span style="font-size: small;">..please never lose hope.<span style="font-size: small;"> </span>We can do this and we will succeed: we're good enough<span style="font-size: small;"> and </span>strong enough, no matter what other peop<span style="font-size: small;">le <span style="font-size: small;">tell us, <span style="font-size: small;">under<span style="font-size: small;">s<span style="font-size: small;">tand? </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">I love you, sweethearts. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Chin up, head up, <span style="font-size: small;">a brighter future<span style="font-size: small;"> <span style="font-size: small;">is within our reach!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span> </div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-40569880703704963222013-03-27T15:45:00.000+01:002013-03-27T15:46:45.961+01:00Vorfreude (n.) the joyful, intense anticipation that comes from imagining future pleasures.<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Day 1: January 24, 2013 </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;">SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)<u> </u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: <span style="font-size: x-small;">5<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">8</span></span> kg (1<span style="font-size: x-small;">2<span style="font-size: x-small;">0</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">81</span> lbs)</u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)</span> </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">weight lost: <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">7</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">2</span></span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">1<span style="font-size: x-small;">5</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">87</span> lbs)</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">weight to lose: <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">8</span></span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">1<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">99</span> lbs)</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><u>Disclaimer</u>: I feel kind on ranty today: probably has to do with the fact I haven't posted in a while. Please excuse this essay and feel free to skip ahead to the pictures if you don't feel like reading all of this; no worries at all, I'll completely understand.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><i>Taking a deep breath...</i> and here I go:</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">First of all, my dear</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><a href="http://tomakeheadsturn.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Sofia</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><a href="http://proanalove-sunshinechild.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Sunshine Child</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><a href="http://andthenshedisappeared.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Ruby</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><a href="http://glueandpieces.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Peri</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><a href="http://myperfectlittledream.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Anna</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"> and <a href="http://whataliceeats.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Alice:</a></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">Thank you so very much for your comments on my last post, I can't even express how much they (and you) mean to me. We're all going through some rough times, but they'll pass, you'll see, just hang in there: I love you so very much, and even though I might not have felt like commenting lately, I often think of you. We're headed toward something much better and much more beautiful. You're so strong, my darlings; thank you for being so loving and so supportive: I will never cease to admire how incredible every single one of you is.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">There is <span style="font-size: small;">one perfect word I can use to describe<span style="font-size: small;"> my past<span style="font-size: small;"> week or so: <span style="color: #e69138;"><i>stagnation</i></span><span style="font-size: small;">.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">However, there are a <span style="font-size: small;">couple more</span> words even more perfect I can use to des<span style="font-size: small;">cribe</span> my current state of mind: <i><span style="color: #b45f06;">not giving up</span>. </i><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">I <span style="font-size: small;">have <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">the</span> potential <span style="font-size: small;">t</span>o <span style="font-size: small;">do <span style="font-size: small;">so much better than this.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">On <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">multiple</span> occasions, I have had the immense 'pleasure'</span></span><i> </i><span style="font-size: small;">of finding out that (nu<span style="font-size: small;">mber-wis<span style="font-size: small;">e) </span></span>there are<span style="font-size: small;"> several milestones <span style="font-size: small;">on the j<span style="font-size: small;">ourney <span style="font-size: small;">of weight loss<span style="font-size: small;">; all of them are terribly difficult t<span style="font-size: small;">o pass by and<span style="font-size: small;"> leave behind, <span style="font-size: small;">but at the same time, <span style="font-size: small;">e<span style="font-size: small;">ach </span>one of them <span style="font-size: small;">indisputably marks <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">great </span>success.<span style="font-size: small;"> <span style="font-size: small;">I personally have (so <span style="font-size: small;">far) encountered two: <span style="font-size: small;">o</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span>ne is <span style="font-size: small;">crossing the<span style="font-size: small;"> mark of 60 kg <span style="font-size: small;">(~132 lbs) and g</span></span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">etting <span style="font-size: small;">down to the 50s<span style="font-size: small;">; <span style="font-size: small;">t</span></span>he second one is crossing 55 kg (~121 lbs). I also remember (vaguely, <span style="font-size: small;">simply because it was a long time ago) <span style="font-size: small;">fighting <span style="font-size: small;">and <span style="font-size: small;">strugglin<span style="font-size: small;">g somewhere around 52-53 kg (~115 lbs)..well, w<span style="font-size: small;">ill see about that ;)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">R</span>ight now I'm somewhere around <span style="font-size: small;">th<span style="font-size: small;">ose dreaded 55 kg (<span style="font-size: small;">~121 l<span style="font-size: small;">bs)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">, trying </span>to abandon <span style="font-size: small;">this number</span> for good. It's really diff<span style="font-size: small;">icul<span style="font-size: small;">t n<span style="font-size: small;">ow, <span style="font-size: small;">yet<span style="font-size: small;"> I know t</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">he stag<span style="font-size: small;">nation is just temporary... I'm seeing some minor changes already, and will <span style="font-size: small;">surely </span>be celebrating <span style="font-size: small;">another milestone on my journey soon.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">My <span style="font-size: small;">fat<span style="font-size: small;">her </span></span>i<span style="font-size: small;">s the same as always<span style="font-size: small;">...</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"> "<span style="font-size: small;">Seems like you eat everything you lay your hands on<span style="font-size: small;">."</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #666666;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(looking through the window)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">"<span style="font-size: small;">You say it's genetics that your thighs are so <span style="font-size: small;">big. How about all <span style="font-size: small;">those skinny girls <span style="font-size: small;">in the street<span style="font-size: small;">? Is that <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">genetics</span> as we<span style="font-size: small;">ll?"</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #666666;">(looking at me </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #666666;">peeling </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #666666;">a </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #666666;">cucumber</span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #666666;"> at 5:05 pm, little grin on his face)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">"D<span style="font-size: small;">idn'<span style="font-size: small;">t you say<span style="font-size: small;"> you weren't going to eat anything after 5?"</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span> <br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">My brother, however, is noticing: every few days he asks me whether <span style="font-size: small;">I'm losing weight and keeps commenting on how much better I'm<span style="font-size: small;"> looking lately. Yesterday he as<span style="font-size: small;">ked how much I weighed and <span style="font-size: small;">when I told him to guess, he <span style="font-size: small;">asked "52<span style="font-size: small;">?" (115 lbs). <span style="font-size: small;">I just la<span style="font-size: small;">ughed it off<span style="font-size: small;"> and thought "<span style="font-size: small;">Not yet!<span style="font-size: small;"> (But soon<span style="font-size: small;">.<span style="font-size: small;">)<span style="font-size: small;">" </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Okay, I think I'm done now with this novel of a post. <span style="font-size: small;">I'm prett<span style="font-size: small;">y sure there were million other things I wanted to mention and will think of them as soon as I hit "<span style="font-size: small;">publish"</span>, but tomorrow's a<span style="font-size: small;"> day as well.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">P.S. I wrote a part of this post yesterday, and later that evening, my period arrived (6 days early, hmm...). Well, at least I know where those binges, headaches and non-moving numbers on the scale last week were coming from.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">And I'll leave you with <a href="http://tylerknott.com/" target="_blank">Tyler Knott Gregson</a>... Oh, how I love him!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-size: small;">No giving up allowed, understand?</span></span>
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<span style="color: #444444;">Much love to you, my darlings.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">Lu.</span></div>
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It's been a roller-coaster lately.</div>
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Did write a post a while ago but never published it simply because there was nothing new, nothing spectacular to share. I felt like a water reservoir and ate and ate and ate and ate until I was quite certain I would never be able to look at food again-- at least until the end of my life.</div>
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I tried the most unusual combinations--</div>
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tomatoes with walnuts</div>
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and sardines with butter and raisins</div>
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and kiwifruit fried in butter and breadcrumbs</div>
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and cheese cubes dipped in Dijon mustard</div>
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and cheese cubes with red pepper dipped in Dijon mustard</div>
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and cheese cubes with red pepper and olives dipped in Dijon mustard..</div>
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Thank goodness that period's over.</div>
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Getting back on track now.</div>
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Thinking of you, my loves.</div>
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We're all fragile butterflies.</div>
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<i>Never forget how beautiful you are.</i></div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-18080491516655532982013-02-27T12:25:00.002+01:002013-02-27T12:27:22.037+01:00If we wait until we're ready, we'll be waiting for the rest of our lives.<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;">SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)<u> </u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: <span style="font-size: x-small;">5<span style="font-size: x-small;">5</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">9<span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></span></span> kg (1<span style="font-size: x-small;">2<span style="font-size: x-small;">3</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">2<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span></span> lbs)</u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight lost: <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">1</span></span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">1<span style="font-size: x-small;">3</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">4<span style="font-size: x-small;">5</span></span> lbs)</span></div>
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I hate negative people yet take satisfaction in wallowing in misery.</div>
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I cannot stand weakness yet sometimes find myself wanting to give up.</div>
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I could never tolerate lies yet have brought the art of deception to absolute perfection.</div>
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I always try to help people come out of their shells yet I myself have built thick brick walls around me.</div>
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Sometimes I wonder whether I'm a paradox myself or simply a hypocrite.</div>
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And then I shush myself with the comforting thought that maybe it's all just a defense mechanism to never let anyone see how fragile I really am.<br />
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My life as of lately:</div>
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P.S. Where do I find my motivation? It's no motivation, really... it's a given for me that I need to get as far away as humanly possible from who I've become; and because I still believe that together with all of it came the fat, I need to get rid of it. (And maybe then I'll find peace.)<br />
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Love you.<br />
Lu.</div>
determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-1270055518781919152013-02-22T13:12:00.000+01:002013-02-22T13:12:07.471+01:00C'est la vie.<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="color: black;">Day 1: January 24, 2013</span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;">SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)<u> </u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: <span style="font-size: x-small;">5<span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">8</span></span></span> kg (1<span style="font-size: x-small;">2<span style="font-size: x-small;">5</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">22</span> lbs)</u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"> Yours<span style="font-size: small;">,</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lu.</span></span></span></div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-11288630856032576682013-02-19T14:23:00.001+01:002013-02-19T14:23:16.618+01:00Sometimes you miss the memories, not the person.<div style="text-align: center;">
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Honestly, these days I don't have much to say.</div>
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There are several new men in my life who seem genuinely interested in me (<i>how? why?</i>) but my heart, my mind and all that I am still yearn for the one who I made a perfectly reasonable and justifiable decision to never allow to enter my life again.</div>
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Yet the train that is my life has once again left the station of Misery upon Despair and it's headed to the sweet embrace of unknown, unsettled and undiscovered places, and it's oh! so strangely liberating that the future adventures are so uncertain.</div>
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I will heal, and my heart will stop burning one day.</div>
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And when that day comes, I will open up to love once more.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="color: black;">Day 1: January 24, 2013</span> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;">SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)<u> </u></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: <span style="font-size: x-small;">5<span style="font-size: x-small;">7</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span></span> kg (1<span style="font-size: x-small;">2<span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span></span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">99</span> lbs)</u></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)</span> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight lost: <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span></span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">9</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">70</span> lbs)</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight to lose: <span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">9</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span></span> kg (2<span style="font-size: x-small;">1</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">16</span> lbs)</span><br />
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Love always,<br />
Lu.<br />
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-20559888260475780652013-02-15T13:10:00.003+01:002013-02-15T14:54:13.084+01:00You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;">I apologize I've been gone for a little while; it was that time of the month<span style="font-size: small;"> for me, and <span style="font-size: small;">I'm usually incredibly <span style="font-size: small;">pessimistic and</span> miserable <span style="font-size: small;">the week before (the complete opposite of my usual self), and then simply bloated and disgusted with myself during my period, so I made no plans, had no expectations<span style="font-size: small;">, just told myself it'd make me happy if I managed to stay under 60 kg</span>. <span style="font-size: small;">The suffering <span style="font-size: small;">will, however, be over by tomorrow so Lu<span style="font-size: small;"> i</span>s <span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">really working hard on getting her old determination back!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="color: black;">Day 1: January 24, 2013</span> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;">SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)<u> </u></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: <span style="font-size: x-small;">5<span style="font-size: x-small;">8</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span></span> kg (1<span style="font-size: x-small;">28</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">75</span> lbs)</u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)</span> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight lost: <span style="font-size: x-small;">3.<span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span></span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">7</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">94</span> lbs)</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight to lose: <span style="font-size: x-small;">1<span style="font-size: x-small;">0</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span></span> kg (2<span style="font-size: x-small;">2</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">93</span> lbs)</span><br />
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Happy belated Valentine's Day to you, darlings.<br />
I love love love you. Always have, always will.<br />
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Lu.<br />
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-47293157785760173762013-02-03T16:02:00.001+01:002013-02-03T16:04:43.939+01:00You can grow flowers from where dirt used to be.<div style="text-align: center;">
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Spring needs to get here faster...it's been too cold for too long.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="color: black;">Day 1: January 24, 2013</span> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;">SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)<u> </u></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: <span style="font-size: x-small;">59.0</span> kg (13<span style="font-size: x-small;">0</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">07</span> lbs)</u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)</span> </span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight lost: <span style="font-size: x-small;">3.0</span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">6</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">61</span> lbs)</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight to lose: <span style="font-size: x-small;">11.0</span> kg (2<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">25</span> lbs)</span> </div>
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...very soon, spring will be greeting us with open arms, and we will embrace it tightly in all our resplendent and exquisite beauty, worth of the ardent struggle of today. <br />
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I love you, darlings.<br />
Lu.<br />
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-63628673360485048442013-01-31T21:15:00.002+01:002013-01-31T21:49:16.875+01:00Get busy living, or get busy dying.<div style="text-align: center;">
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Almost February.</div>
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Somehow my life always seems to alternate between too many emotions and absolute emptiness. People always tell me that I'm a woman of extremes. One or the other, black or color, all or nothing. There's too much of me at the moment, and I want the complete opposite. I'll get there, and you will, too, my darlings.</div>
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Meanwhile, the days are passing by, one by one, and I'm disappearing slowly, ounce by ounce. Sometimes I wish I would disappear completely, but then I make myself think of how wonderful life will be once I'm thin, fragile and beautiful. </div>
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Because one day, I will have succeeded. </div>
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One day, I will be beautiful.</div>
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You know, my loves, it might seem like we have a very long and tiring journey ahead of us (and yes, we do indeed), but it is going to be worth the struggle in the end; the people who now criticize us (yes, dad, I saw the look of disgust you did not even try to hide as you watched me put a teaspoon of low-fat sour cream on my salad at dinner today) will have no other choice than to say:</div>
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Love you, my sweethearts.</div>
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Lu.</div>
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My darlings, I feel like I need to take a second and elaborate a little on my previous post, just to explain myself a bit more. You know, it's always fascinated me how people tend to not see what they don't want to see- like the homeless in the streets, the drunken teens just below our windows on weekend nights, the drugs in schools that are so accessible to kids, or, in our case, our eating disorders.</div>
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I've learned both the hard way and through years of observation that we've become so oblivious to what other people are going through, so very blind towards those who really need us. We've learned to tell ourselves that we've toughened up, that nothing in the world can bring us down, that we've mastered the art of assertiveness, self-confidence and independence, but really, haven't we just become more ignorant?</div>
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Sometimes we do wish that the others could tell, but... </div>
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honestly, I have absolutely no idea what I would do if my parents actually found out (or admitted, not sure which one it is in my case) that I have been struggling with an eating disorder for almost three years, and just the pure thought of the pain they would certainly go through upon the realization brings me back to the good old proverb (one that I have been living according to for quite a few years now) <i>what the eye doesn't see the heart doesn't grieve</i>.</div>
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And maybe we all just realize there's too much suffering, too much agony, too many disappointments and let-downs in life that we've taught ourselves to not see simply to shelter ourselves from more pain.</div>
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But they love me, I've never doubted that.</div>
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And I love them, with all my heart and all my soul; </div>
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It's not their fault.</div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-16373791651029197902013-01-29T11:42:00.000+01:002013-01-29T16:25:06.145+01:00We see what we want to see. (Dad, you really think your daughter's okay?)<div style="text-align: center;">
Last night, as I was going back to my room from the bathroom, I was suddenly taken aback and remained standing in the hallway, unable to move: my parents were in the living room, watching a documentary about eating disorders. There was everything-- </div>
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the binges,</div>
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the pale face,</div>
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the depression,</div>
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the mood swings,<br />
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the need for affection,</div>
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the constant tiredness,</div>
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the skewed body image,</div>
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two hours of exercise every day, </div>
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going to the bathroom after every meal, </div>
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the bruised and red knuckles destroyed by purging, </div>
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the calorie counting as opposed to the seemingly paradoxical obsession with food, </div>
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the state of pure panic when in a situation when unable to access a bathroom scale.</div>
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I was there, in the hallway. For good fifteen minutes. </div>
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Holding my breath. Standing. Not moving. Could hear every word. </div>
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And then, before switching the channel, my dad said:</div>
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"I just don't understand how anyone can be this sick without other people noticing."</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Day<span style="font-size: x-small;"> 1</span></span>: January 24, 2<span style="font-size: x-small;">013</span></span></span> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #999999;"><u>CW: 6<span style="font-size: x-small;">0</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">9</span> kg (13<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">26</span> lbs)</u></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight lost: <span style="font-size: x-small;">1</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">1</span> kg (<span style="font-size: x-small;">2</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">43</span> lbs)</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">weight to lose: 1<span style="font-size: x-small;">2</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">9</span> kg (2<span style="font-size: x-small;">8</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">44</span> lbs)</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ounce by ounce, pound by pound, we'll get there, dear ones.</span></span></div>
<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Maybe it's simply <span style="font-size: small;">having </span>something to work towards that's filling my hea<span style="font-size: small;">rt with so much excitement</span> for the future, and maybe it's the prospect of the <span style="font-size: small;">magnificent moments </span>I will encounter on this journey as I<span style="font-size: small;">'ll be watching myse<span style="font-size: small;">lf get more feather-like- very slowly yet surely.</span></span></span> </span><br />
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automatically capture and put away someplace where I will not be able to find
them ever again come to haunt me at night, when my subconsciousness tries to
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Last night, for the sixth night in a row, he appeared in my
dreams, and the fact it was utterly unexpected made the encounter that much
more painful. Like the hole I burnt with a cigarette into my favorite white shirt
last week, I am absolutely incapable of filling the empty spot he left in my
heart with anything, and the calm, icy, almost uninterested façade I keep at
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a time when Christmas is long gone and summer seems so far away, I am human
again- fragile little struggling existence, realizing the shakiness of my
certainties and the persisting presence of the sand underneath the foundations
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sleep, for the memories I created, the thoughts I once had, the moments I once hoped
would never end helped build the person I am today. I might despise her now, I
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about to let my past mark the beginning of a bright and balanced future. For no
matter how many new chapters I begin to write, no matter how many books I
close, they will always remain on the shelves of the bookcase of my life. And
who knows? One day, I might even find myself sitting in the midst of a library.
Life is a funny one, and there is nothing in the world I would like more than
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-56788001371889531052013-01-25T17:32:00.000+01:002013-01-25T17:32:12.081+01:00I'm learning there's a whole lot more to life than simply surviving it.<div style="text-align: center;">
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I know that one day, I will be able to feel (once again) other things than numbness and see (once again) the world in color. I have it in me, and as I was looking through my previous posts, looking for something- something- <i>something</i>!, I found exactly what I needed, and it was in one of the comments... </div>
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I love you so very much, darlings.</div>
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<span style="color: #999999;"><u><span style="font-size: x-small;">CW: 6<span style="font-size: x-small;">1.2</span> kg (13<span style="font-size: x-small;">4</span>.<span style="font-size: x-small;">92</span> lbs)</span></u></span></div>
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determined girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02745235180982644053noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1896505760865875818.post-39423999285241044762013-01-24T22:13:00.002+01:002013-01-24T22:13:46.403+01:00Sometimes all you need to do is draw a line, close the book of your past and try to move on.<div style="text-align: center;">
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These past few months have been a swirl of confused feelings, sickening secrets, hidden lies that were crashing against the ice surface of our fragile relationship so hard it was simply impossible for them not to break through the surface, health troubles, depressing brick walls being put up between myself and the ones I thought had once cared, </div>
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And here I am, reminiscing about the days when I was winning the battle against my weight, for those were the times when I was the happiest. I need to be that happy girl again as all I have been doing lately was eating my feelings. Therefore I decided to come back: I picked a part of my past life that made me the most content, and it was losing weight.</div>
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I closed the old book, my loves, and opened a blank one. </div>
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Started a new chapter of my life today and began to write a story of a brand new me- trusting yet cautious, extending a helping hand yet ready to accept help myself, focused, determined to follow my dreams and successful in accomplishing whatever I set my mind to... </div>
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P.S. I'll be okay. Not now, not tomorrow, but... eventually.</div>
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