Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Wednesday.

Chemistry lab in an hour.
Homework.
Library.

3 mini donuts (approx. 150 calories).
Water with lemon juice.
Coffee.

Not even hungry, just... empty. Physically, mentally and emotionally.
Just pure empty. Wanting to go home. Half a semester left.

It's my birthday next week.
Getting older, but not wiser.

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Tuesday.

A cup of coffee, 2 cookies and an orange. It's cold outside, it makes me feel a little melancholic... and homesick. Yet again. Last week, I dreamt about Christmas and home for 4 nights in a row.

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It's fall... where did the summer go?

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It's over. But the colors are beautiful...

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When will we be dancing in the sunlight again?

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Monday.

Almost no sleep last night. Studying until 4am... check.
Biology exam in the morning... check.
Dark circles under eyes... check.
No breakfast... check.
No lunch... check.
No dinner... check.
Lots of black coffee... check.

Can a single day be both good and bad? 
Mood: hopeful for the week. Off to a decent start.
Will step on the scale tomorrow morning. 

Welcome, annaxoskinnyxo!

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Lack of will to construct full sentences... check.


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Sunday, October 17, 2010

I believe I can.

Lately I've been neglecting my blog and especially you guys.. the schoolwork's been almost unbearable, with the mid-sem approaching and all the extra projects and stuff, I haven't really been able to write as much as I would have liked. I've been on and off of my low calorie intake for a while and pretty much on the level of not gainining/ not losing any weight. But that will change! I know I can do this.

I've been watching the 15th cycle of America's Next Top Model and let me tell you, I'm getting right back on track and next week I will see some serious results, because I know I can look like those girls.

I would like to say a warm 'welcome' to all my beautiful new followers and enough with all the words, here's some pretty thinspo!