Monday, April 11, 2011

My greatest asset is my discontent.

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*sigh*
Sick in bed since Friday... the best way to spend the weekend, I know.
Have been feeling kind of down lately, not caring about anything (or anyone) at all, drowning in self-pity, tears, and a burning desire to go home. Right now (yes, I'm that pathetic, 27 days before the end of semester). Or just disappear, go somewhere, leave for a place where no one knows me, hide, and just be. Or exist. At this point- same difference. I'm so tired of talking, of explaining, being patient, determined, of making excuses, of feeling sorry for myself, of being me.

Have been looking at some fashion blogs, and decided I'll do whatever it takes to... to be--do--get what? I don't even know any more.

I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think.
You know, I still love you, my darlings.

I will comment when I am myself again, and when my encouraging words come back to me from wherever they are now.

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Lu.

6 comments:

  1. I know how you feel, love. Feel better, watching some Audrey movies will definitely help :)

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  2. She is the most beautiful person ever. Thank you for making a difficult day easier. much love and skinnies

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  3. she is so beautiful - the first and the ultimate thinspiration. stay strong lovie, we are all here for you, whether you post or not :) <3RaeLynn

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  4. I love Audrey Hepburn. Charade is one of my favorite movies, especially because she stars with Cary Grant...sighh..Audrey had such an amazing life.

    I hope you start feeling better :-)

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  5. I hope you feel better soon darling.

    Audrey is simply perfect. So radiant, elegant, charming and beautiful. Thank you for these pictures!

    x

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  6. Audrey!!! I love her so much!

    I hope you feel better soon. 27 days really isn't that bad, but I know it can feel like forever when you know what you want and have to wait for it. You can make it. It won't be long before you're in your own home in a place more comfortable than this.

    Lots of love and get well soon soon soon!
    Jackie

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