Pfff. Frustrated.
I'm craving sugar, carbs, and chocolate. I feel so bloated, it seems like my body is clinging to every drop of water I've ever given it and last night I ate like the world was about to end. This all can mean only one thing- it's almost that time of month. I don't even feel like posting my weight today, it's only going to make me feel worse. I'll resume soon though- I have to have the goal before my eyes at all times... just not today.
In the morning, I was thinking about you girls. In my head, I was going through the hundreds of posts I've read and the comments I've ever written and received, and was wondering what happens to the girls that suddenly stop blogging or decide to leave. Do they find the peace they were so eager to find? Do they still have the dreams they once had? Do they still have the same ideals and... do they ever think of the past? With my whole heart and soul, I wish them the best of luck and hope they find what they were looking for... and that they are happy now.
I love you so much, darlings.
Hope you have a beautiful day,
Lu.
Hope you have a beautiful day,
Lu.
I always wonder what happened to those girls too. They just stop one day. The last post sounded like just the rest. It makes me wonder what happened. I hope everything is well with them and they are happy living their lives.
ReplyDeleteAnd that time of the month can be such a pain... Bloating and cramps and aching and no fun. I hope the bloating and chocolate cravings and everything go away soon. Stay strong. :)
I always think of those girls, a few in particular. I like to think of them being like the girls in these photos now. x
ReplyDeleteI like what Isobel said. But in reality, they probably got too lazy to update their blog. But it's nice to think they're better, and they feel better about themselves. That's the most important thing, right?
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ReplyDeleteLove you so much girly
ReplyDeleteI don't like thinking of those girls
cuz then only bad thoughts come to mind
& I'd just like to think they have found
happiness now. I hope <3
I love your blog so much. you are prette much like me. almost same hw and gw and all. i'm so sad, i'm on that "period" right now where you are. i work in cafe and i eat sooo much, i have to taste every cake and then i feel quilty, i'm so sad. i'm about 59-60kgs, i wanted to be 55 by summer, but i'm going to work on my goal. i'm soooo happy that i'm not the only one who is struggeling with eating and binging and all that. thank you and we will reach our goals, it doesn't matter how long it takes.
ReplyDeletei wish you best and i love you and your blog. be happy and remember your goal! :)
I really identify with some of the words in your thinspo today. I am so terrified of failing, of saying something stupid or doing something wrong that I am in danger of letting life roll by without participating in it. I am going to fix that, thank you for the inspiration!
ReplyDeleteMove on from the binge, repeat in your head (or out loud if no one is around!) 'I will do better next time, I am stronger than this!'
AJ xx
I was thinking pretty much the same thing about those who stop blogging. I guess we will never really find out but we can always imagine that they found what they were looking for. There is hope for us yet.
ReplyDeletebeautiful post as always, darling. sorry about your period. that always sucks. I think I might be getting mine this week too :(
ReplyDeleteSometimes I wonder about those girls too. While you were gone from the blog world, I thought of you often, wondering if you would come back. I think you'll always be the first to come to mind when I look at daffodils and the tulips, the bravest of the flowers. they are the first to poke their sleepy heads out of the soil, even while it is still cold and forbidding. yet they come back every year. you are that brave soul, beautiful and strong.
love,
Jackie
I always wonder about those girls too. I always hope they are doing okay. Which makes me glad you came back, even though I know that is selfish because you came back out of sadness. I hope all the bloating and cravings quickly pass. Stay wonderful, RaeLynn
ReplyDeleteI'm so in love with your blog!! I actually just thought about the "ghost-town blogs" today myself. I was sifting through my subscriptions and many had stopped publishing years ago. I know one thing, I'm glad yours is up and running! I can tell you're a dreamer gal, and I totally relate to that philosophy! All the best! Feel free to visit me at http://www.upliftingreflections.com. If you are interested in sharing your photography (which I also dig) I can provide backlinks to your blog!
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