Most fears are irrational: it's all in our head... and we can, we can, we can.

57.8 kg (127.43 lbs)

SW for this try: 57.8 kg (127.43 lbs)

weight lost: 0 kg (0 lbs)

weight I want to be: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)

weight to lose: 9.8 kg (21.61 lbs)

Whatever I've been doing (or rather not doing) hasn't been working.

I need this so much, yet I find myself failing, eating, purging, 

gaining weight,and getting bigger and bigger. Even though random 

people tell me I'm beautiful, I don't believe them because I remember 

how slender I was over the summer, when I was so very close 

to my goals. I need it back, I need to be a thinner myself.

This has got to stop.

I'm getting my old self-control back.

P.S. It's been 7 weeks that I've been in London. 

More about that next time, for now, let me just say- I feel at home.

Con= controlling what I eat is a lot harder here than at my college.

 

Here's to me.

Here's to us.

Here's to finding what we thought was lost.

Here's to regaining self-control.

Lu.