You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.

 

I apologize I've been gone for a little while; it was that time of the month for me, and I'm usually incredibly pessimistic and miserable the week before (the complete opposite of my usual self), and then simply bloated and disgusted with myself during my period, so I made no plans, had no expectations, just told myself it'd make me happy if I managed to stay under 60 kg. The suffering will, however, be over by tomorrow so Lu is really working hard on getting her old determination back!

 As I'm Catholic and-- I admit-- have never been too successful in giving anything up for Lent, I decided that (three cheers for me) this year will be different. I chose to give up my evening meals, which, as I hope, will help me train my willpower. So yes- I haven't been eating anything after 5pm since Wednesday and it's really getting easier every day. Snacking while watching TV at night has always been my biggest downfall, and I'm really hoping to break this habit during these 40 days. Best of luck to me, right? ;)


Day 1: January 24, 2013 
SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs) 
CW: 58.4 kg (128.75 lbs)

UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs) 
weight lost: 3.6 kg (7.94 lbs)
weight to lose: 10.4 kg (22.93 lbs)
 

 

Happy belated Valentine's Day to you, darlings.
I love love love you. Always have, always will.

Lu.

You can grow flowers from where dirt used to be.

Spring needs to get here faster...it's been too cold for too long.

Day 1: January 24, 2013 
SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs) 
CW: 59.0 kg (130.07 lbs)

UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs) 
weight lost: 3.0 kg (6.61 lbs)
weight to lose: 11.0 kg (24.25 lbs)

...very soon, spring will be greeting us with open arms, and we will embrace it tightly in all our resplendent and exquisite beauty, worth of the ardent struggle of today.

I love you, darlings.
Lu.