Back to business now!

I'm back, my loves! And I'm not going to lie, I gained. A lot. 

Seeing the effort and the love my mom had put into cooking 

and baking, I had no heart to purge or to tell her I can't eat 

what she had spent so much time on.

I'm starting from the beginning again, but it'll be a lot 

easier this time because I know I can do it.

I did it once and no one can stop me from getting there again.

I will do my best to be 50kg at the end of April. 

Hope you had beautiful holidays, my dear ones;

wish you a lot of love, happiness and good health in 

the New Year 2011. May your wishes come true!

Lots of love,

Lu.

Leaving tomorrow morning: while I'm gone, don't forget that I LOVE YOU very very much!

To summarize these past months here with you,

all I want to say is thank you 

for being so supportive, understanding,

encouraging, inspiring, and truly beautiful.

Everyone have wonderful, joyous and magical holidays;

may the following year bring us a lot of strength of mind, 

good decisions, fulfilled dreams, happiness

wherever we are and whoever we are there with.

Very Merry Christmas, everyone.

Don't choose to give up: would you rather follow the easy path or the one that leads to your dreams coming true?

First of all- a warm welcome to my new followers!

Second of all- just an ordinary day, no update really necessary;

will be weighing myself tomorrow morning after a couple of days.

Scared, but knowing whatever the scale shows, it will only

motivate me to continue on the way to my dream.

I don't think I'll be able to post in the upcoming weeks...

I'll add one more post tomorrow and then I guess 

I'll be updating after I come back from winter break 

(in 3 weeks)... time to give blogger some rest

just so we can start fresh with new resolutions.

(hope you won't forget about me while I'm gone! ;)

Lots of love to you, my sweethearts!

We spend too much time wondering why we're not good enough.

 

My finals are done; 

my fall semester is done.

Laundry day tomorrow,

packing day the day after tomorrow 

and leaving day the day after the day after tomorrow.

I can't wait

I can't wait

I can't wait.

I'm sorry for being such a grump yesterday;

I tend to over-think... everything.

***

I love you so much, girls.

Hope you have a beautiful day,

wherever you are.

Not enough...

Stuck between 53 and 54 kg (119~117 lbs)

and I have three more days before going home... home.

I can't wait to be with my family again;

it's seems like forever that I've been stuck in

this circle of school-lecture-homework-a little bit of sleep-school.

I'm trying so hard to be patient and not give up right now...

Even more and more snow these days.

I'm trying, I really am...
I just feel like no matter what I do, it's never enough...
I've never been as good as they think and oh,
I so want to prove myself wrong, but somehow,
it's always
always
always
 been about the others
...

Do you sometimes miss someone so much that it hurts?

It's my best friend's birthday today;

she's a thousand miles away, and words simply 

cannot explain how very much I miss her. 

For the two hardest years of my life, she was my everything.

Wish we could be together right now, just

like in the old times.

I've had enough of school this semester,

but I need to hang in there... 2 more exams on Wednesday;

then I can start thinking about packing...

Hope you're all well, my dear ones.

Hang in there, my loves. They've all made it, so why shouldn't we?

I'd just like to say (and I will never get tired of repeating it)

  thank you so very much for you gorgeous comments, my loves. 

We're all trying our best, and sometimes we all need

to read encouraging words... and that's what I'm here for. 

***

We're all on our way to perfection and knowing you

read my words and look at my pictures makes me

oh so incredibly happy and so much stronger

in my belief that one day, we will be beautiful.

Chemistry final tomorrow afternoon. *sigh*

Today, two more comments about my recent weight loss;

and they have no idea how much they've assured me that

what I'm doing, I'm doing right. 

Yes, I will keep on going.

I love you so very much, sweethearts.

Your friend always,

Lu.