Have been failing myself lately.
Falling down and catching myself,
binging and restricting,
trying and failing.
And then not even trying.
That's what we do, right?
And then not even trying.
That's what we do, right?
breakfast: egg croissant, 5 potatoes (~400 cal)
I told myself I would start tomorrow (which tomorrow?), but the decision always seems to fade with the morning sky. I can feel the weight I have gained. My face is getting bigger. I disgust myself.
I'm not going to lie... why would I:
56 kg (123.46 lbs). Oh yes.
Lu.
I'm not going to lie... why would I:
56 kg (123.46 lbs). Oh yes.
Lu.
i know how you feel, we can and will do this :) xo.
ReplyDeleteit's hard to get motivated to do something, even if you know how badly you need to do it. you'll find that motivation again. you're gonna be okay
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel, I just cant seem to motivate myself to shift myself enough to lose the weight that I have, I want to lose it but I cant get the motivation to do anything.......... I also enjoy food too much to purge and binge which is possibly my problem?
ReplyDeleteIt's funny how similar we are. I'm currently experiencing a very similar situation, its like I go to try then just don't. I think we must be suffering from burn out. I can feel myself getting bigger as well. It's horrid. I'm afraid where it will end..
ReplyDeletemy friend, we are on the exact same page. When I look at my face, I just see fatness. But this could all change in a measly 2 weeks, if we just dedicated ourselves! It's so easy, so why don't we just commit to losing a measly 5-10 pounds and DO it!?
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