Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Sometimes you miss the memories, not the person.

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Honestly, these days I don't have much to say.

There are several new men in my life who seem genuinely interested in me (how? why?) but my heart, my mind and all that I am still yearn for the one who I made a perfectly reasonable and justifiable decision to never allow to enter my life again.

Yet the train that is my life has once again left the station of Misery upon Despair and it's headed to the sweet embrace of unknown, unsettled and undiscovered places, and it's oh! so strangely liberating that the future adventures are so uncertain.

I will heal, and my heart will stop burning one day.
And when that day comes, I will open up to love once more.

Day 1: January 24, 2013 
SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs) 
CW: 57.6 kg (126.99 lbs)
UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs) 
weight lost: 4.4 kg (9.70 lbs)
weight to lose: 9.6 kg (21.16 lbs)

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Love always,
Lu.

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2 comments:

  1. AnonymousFebruary 19, 2013 at 11:06 PM

    Ah you're in the 57's! You have been doing so well!
    That's really true, we become nostalgic for memories, but we don't necessarily want to back to that time or that person. It feels different looking back. You will make new memories, and someday today will be a memory too. Take care lovely <3
    Alice xx

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  2. Peridot (G+P)February 20, 2013 at 11:01 PM

    We always want what we can't have, and it is human nature to want what is worst for us.

    Focus on the good boys and let the bad one go cry in the corner.

    Love you <3

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