You know, we gain the strength of the temptation we resist.

Yes, my loves, I'm back in reality land now :)

So far, I've had a test every day this week and two more to take

tomorrow morning before I can enjoy the weekend; such a warm 

welcome to college after the break, I know. 

At least it's Friday tomorrow.

52 kg (114.64 lbs) today, but...

I have a mandatory dorm meeting tonight 

and there'll be pizza...and I know I'll have a slice.

But tomorrow, tomorrow will be great.

Lots of love and strength to you all,

Lu.

Never let anyone tell you fairy tales are not real; everyone wants their dreams to come true.

Once upon a time, there was a little girl with a little head full of dreams,

a girl that dreamed of a prince on a white horse, castles and a love that

would have no end. When she was growing up, people would do

anything to shatter her dreams, her hopes, her beliefs; 

she never listened to them and her hope was making her 

stronger every day, until she became a woman.

And the little girl? She still lives!

She's there, inside every woman, however grown-up she seems.

Trust her voice inside yourself, believe that fairy tales are real.

It's always us who write the endings; and our last pages are, indeed,

going to end with a "...happily ever after."

52.9 kg (116.62 lbs).

I will never be able to thank you enough for all your 

love and support. I love you so very much, 

every single one of you, my darlings.

***

Stay strong, keep your hopes up 

and the fairy tales alive.

Very soon, we'll be the dream we're dreaming.

53.3 kg this morning, which means I finally lost the weight I gained

during Christmas eating my mom's cookies (8 lbs in 2 weeks) 

and that I weigh less than on Dec 9, when I hit my lowest weight point. 

I'm pushing myself because I want to see the kilos drop even more;

I still have almost 7 lbs before I reach my dream weight.

Have to stay focused, have to stay determined...

Reading your blogs helps so much, my darlings.

We can so do this... together.

I love you so very much.

Stay strong, my darlings.

Lu.

Isn't the idea of beauty stuck in our own heads rather than in the eye of the beholder?

These two days have been a series of binges and purges

for me; I need to get back on track if I want to keep

losing the excess pounds... desperately need some motivation;

staying on the same weight the fifth day is not adding

to the confidence that one day I can be skinny.

***

Decided to start a liquid fast tomorrow;

think of me, please...

I love you so much, girls.