Happiness is not a goal; it is a by-product.

Just weighed myself and-- I'm so very happy right now:

the scale showed a number I haven't seen since 

I was maybe 12 or 13 years old: 50.6 kg (111.55 lbs).

Can't believe it... I'm so close, so very close, my loves.

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I'm aware it probably won't last for too long

(haven't eaten for 3 days and simply will have to go to lunch with 

my roommate tomorrow and on Sunday, as every single week),

but now I realize (more clearly than ever) that it is possible;

anything we want is, in fact, achievable. Anything, anything...

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I'm so very happy right now... thought I was going to have some dinner

and actually went to the kitchen, but then I realized that if I resist now,

I might see the same joyous number on the scale again tomorrow 

morning... and so I put all the dishes back into the kitchen cupboard.

Not going to eat until tomorrow lunch: 

I feel I can do it so very easily right now.

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I truly hope you're having a lovely Friday.

>>>>>I love you so much<<<<<

It wouldn't be the same without you here.

Have a wonderful weekend, everyone.

Lu.

And, please, whenever you feel like giving up,

put those cloudy thoughts aside and---

You're AMAZING:

every single one of you.

If there was no winter, spring would not be so worth waiting for.

The longing for spring is growing in me stronger

and stronger every day: and yet, the more I wish for it,

the more it rains.

I love, you, my sweethearts.
Stay strong and patient-- we will be rewarded.

Lu.