Ever since I have been trying to do it the healthy way, my body's response has been positive. Literally. I've gained 2 pounds in a week and have been afraid to step on the scale. But it's all alright, I have two last weeks to do my best, and I know I will.
I still go to the gym every day, and have increased the time I spend there from half an hour to an hour. Kind of proud of myself, actually: I've never been too good at exercising.
However, the amount of calories I eat every day (and binge and purge and binge... I'm ashamed of that, I have to admit, but I'm trying to change the habit, because that's exactly what it's become) is not enough for my body to keep dropping the pounds.
It's time I stopped eating again.
And I have a plan.
Love you, my darlings.
Tomorrow's a new day.
All my love,
Lu.
