Have been on 57.9 kg for two days now so I felt it was safe to mark the success on my little CW and GWs chart on the right side panel. SO HARD to keep losing weight now-- I eat almost nothing and my scale doesn't show any difference. Well, to the eating part- for almost the entire week, I've been drinking coffee and having dinner only, which I, every single day (feeling too guilty) purged right after coming back to my dorm. Tomorrow and Sunday are the challenging, eating-with-my-suspicious-roommate days. My weight's gonna go up and I'm truly scared of what I'll see on the scale on Monday morning (the little mark next to the 58kg will, hopefully-- keeping my fingers crossed-- motivate me). There's still a long way to go. This is just the beginning!
Dear ones, it's Saturday. Finally. This weekend just couldn't come fast enough! Anyway, so yesterday was Eid (end of Ramadan) and my Muslim friends organized a breaking-the-fast dinner. So I did eat after a long day of successful non-eating. Maybe 400 calories altogether, which was not too bad.
It's so much harder to avoid food during the weekend- there are two meals a day and a suspicious roommate. So easy on a weekday because of our different schedule. 'Yes, I already had lunch, no, I'm not going to dinner, I ate too much today'. Sigh.
Brunch today- broccoli cheese soup, potatoes, scrambled eggs and some salsa.
(maybe around 500 calories total, yes...)
Dinner today- had some coffee already and I'll try to avoid food, but I might just have some vegetables because I'll just HAVE to go to dinner.
And, yes, I did step on my scale in the morning and it showed 57.9 kg (127.6 lbs), although-- after eating so much later at brunch, I really don't feel like weighing myself to find out how that changed.
I know Keira Knightley's already become a cliché, but I love her anyway.. she just looks so normal all the time. And so skinny... so beautiful. Let tomorrow bring happiness and success: have a wonderful evening, sweethearts.