57.8 kg (127.43 lbs)
SW for this try: 57.8 kg (127.43 lbs)
weight lost: 0 kg (0 lbs)
weight I want to be: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)
weight to lose: 9.8 kg (21.61 lbs)
Whatever I've been doing (or rather not doing) hasn't been working.
I need this so much, yet I find myself failing, eating, purging,
gaining weight,and getting bigger and bigger. Even though random
people tell me I'm beautiful, I don't believe them because I remember
how slender I was over the summer, when I was so very close
to my goals. I need it back, I need to be a thinner myself.
This has got to stop.
I'm getting my old self-control back.
P.S. It's been 7 weeks that I've been in London.
More about that next time, for now, let me just say- I feel at home.
Con= controlling what I eat is a lot harder here than at my college.
Here's to me.
Here's to us.
Here's to finding what we thought was lost.
Here's to regaining self-control.
Lu.
