There are several new men in my life who seem genuinely interested in me (how? why?) but my heart, my mind and all that I am still yearn for the one who I made a perfectly reasonable and justifiable decision to never allow to enter my life again.
Yet the train that is my life has once again left the station of Misery upon Despair and it's headed to the sweet embrace of unknown, unsettled and undiscovered places, and it's oh! so strangely liberating that the future adventures are so uncertain.
I will heal, and my heart will stop burning one day.
And when that day comes, I will open up to love once more.
Day 1: January 24, 2013 SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs) CW: 57.6 kg (126.99 lbs) UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs) weight lost: 4.4 kg (9.70 lbs) weight to lose: 9.6 kg (21.16 lbs)