You can only trust yourself... and barely that.

Have been failing myself lately.

Falling down and catching myself, 

binging and restricting,

trying and failing.
And then not even trying.
That's what we do, right?

breakfast: egg croissant, 5 potatoes (~400 cal)

I told myself I would start tomorrow (which tomorrow?), but the decision always seems to fade with the morning sky. I can feel the weight I have gained. My face is getting bigger. I disgust myself.

I'm not going to lie... why would I:
56 kg (123.46 lbs). Oh yes.

















Lu.