Monday, May 30, 2011

When there is no enemy within, the enemies outside cannot hurt you.

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53.8 kg (118.61 lbs)
---------BMI 20.5---------
weight lost: 1.9 kg (4.19 lbs)
weight to lose: 5.8 kg (12.79 lbs)

New day, new week, new start.
Nothing too exciting happening: 
looking for a summer job, 
working on my CV, 
enjoying the beautiful European sun. 

breakfast: a cup of coffee with a little bit of milk (20 cal)

lunch: spiral pasta and vegetables salad (280 cal)
dinner

And I had two cookies after lunch. I didn't even want them. I'm not going to lie: they made me feel so terribly guilty that I just purged... not sure how to feel about that at the moment.

Hope you're all doing well, my loves. 
Be strong, we will do this together!

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Love,
Lu.

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6 comments:

  1. the girl by the tree reminds me of the cliff dwellings in colorado. there was a tree with a little sign telling you to smell it because it smells like vanilla. boo for cookies. good on you for getting them out, but apologies to your throat for going through that. stay strong, doll.
    xoxo
    zette

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  2. Best luck finding a summer job. Wish we had some of the sun from the Continent here in the UK! Forget the cookies, the cookies are gone, another lesson learnt.
    AJ x

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  3. Lu darling! you're back! and reading these past posts I realize your new posts have not been coming up on my dash. I'm so sorry about the things your dad said to you that you wrote about a few weeks ago. It's so terrible. stay strong and do your best to prove him wrong. you don't deserve those mean words and you'll prove to him that he was wrong about you.
    Lots of love and encouragement!
    Jackie

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  5. AH! The title of your post is sooo true. With time that purging enemy will be vanquished.

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  6. LOVE LOVE LOVE the "the minute you think of giving up, think of the reason you held on so long." So powerful! Good job on your intake love! RaeLynn

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