Tuesday, November 6, 2012

It's all in our h(e)a(n)ds.

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Senior year in college is killing me slowly yet surely.
I have been eating my frustration, depression and stress away.
Literally. Whatever the plans were in the beginning of the semester,
I simply couldn't get myself to stick to them. And the vicious circle
of frustration began... you know what I'm talking about.
Can't fit into my favorite pair of jeans. Yes, it's that bad.
It was on Sunday that I saw the dreaded number 60 (kg...132 lbs),
and realized this needs to stop.

Attempted to start a liquid diet yesterday.
Soup for lunch, liters of coffee, a can of diet coke. 
Half a pack of cigarettes.
Screwed up at night: ate half a box of Turkish Delight.
Was so mad at myself that I purged.

Coffee for lunch today.
Latin Aerobic Dance at noon, an orange afterwards.
Going to spinning at 5.

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Here's to us.
 Lu.

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3 comments:

  1. sofiaNovember 6, 2012 at 8:43 PM

    okay first, i love the title of this.
    good luck with continuing your diet! also, is latin aerobic dance fun? it sounds really interesting.

    dont forget youre beautiful today. stay lovely. <3

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  2. Peridot (G+P)November 7, 2012 at 9:27 AM

    Fuck I wish I'd had the brains to stop at 60. I got to 70kg before I realised how bad I was fucking up!

    I love the pictures! Have fun at dance and spinning. Don't let your feet fall off, ok?

    <3

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  3. AnonymousNovember 8, 2012 at 12:37 AM

    Hey dear, I know what you mean, I am 60kg at the moment and my favourite jeans don't fit either. We can fix this though, good luck <3
    Such pretty thinspo too :)
    Alice xx

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