Last night was a binging/purging adventure. Not good, not good.
Ate half a bag of jelly beans for lunch today. Purged.
At least there's no fat in them, right? Except the fact they're pure sugar.
Anyway. The failures don't define me because I simply won't let them.
Tomorrow's another day. Tomorrow will be better.
Just came back from a spinning class where I gave a serious thought to the month-long liquid diet. Maybe it's a stupid idea to even start now, keeping in mind that next week my friends will make me eat Thanksgiving dinner, but I need to begin. That's the first step, right?
And I made the decision.
Yes, I want to do this.
And yes, I will do this.
I can do this.
Tomorrow's November 14, exactly one month before I go back home for my Christmas break. I will do this. I know I could do even better, but for now, my goal is to lose 15 pounds so I can look the way I did over the summer. And a little better.
I've failed so many times in past.
But here's to a new try.
Here's to a new beginning.
Here's to a new me.
SW on November 13, 2012: 60.4 kg (133.6 lbs)
December 14, 2012: 53.5 kg (118 lbs)
I love you, sweethearts.