Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Not enough...

Stuck between 53 and 54 kg (119~117 lbs)
and I have three more days before going home... home.
I can't wait to be with my family again;
it's seems like forever that I've been stuck in
this circle of school-lecture-homework-a little bit of sleep-school.
I'm trying so hard to be patient and not give up right now...
Even more and more snow these days.

I'm trying, I really am...
I just feel like no matter what I do, it's never enough...
I've never been as good as they think and oh,
I so want to prove myself wrong, but somehow,
it's always
 been about the others


  1. I absolutly love all your snowy thinspo. Save save save save!

  2. all your thinspo and quote are absolutely divine.
    and i also cant decide whether its been for others or myself all this time, i guess ill never know.
    and dont give up! i know you can do it!

    stay lovely. <3

  3. it's one of the hardest staying the same for long. just don't break, at least it's better than going up