Friday, January 25, 2013

I'm learning there's a whole lot more to life than simply surviving it.


Embarking on a new adventure.
There is so much waiting for me out there:
people I am yet to meet,
journeys I am yet to take part in,
unexplored shores waiting to be discovered,
moments I am yet to write about,
moments that will make history.

I know that one day, I will be able to feel (once again) other things than numbness and see (once again) the world in color. I have it in me, and as I was looking through my previous posts, looking for something- something- something!, I found exactly what I needed, and it was in one of the comments...  
Peri called me a survivor once, and yes! I am one, I can do anything and everything, go through storms, navigate through hell, and nothing will bring me down... please remember this, my loves: 
nothing can bring you down unless you let it.

So I'd like to thank you, my darling Peri, thanks to you, today I moved one tiny little step up from the very bottom I found myself on towards the stars of the yet undiscovered future- towards the stars I can see shining oh! so brightly, and even though I still can't reach them, they appear closer and closer as the moments pass.


Your comments mean the world to much love seeps through them. 
Thank you for every single one of your kind words: 
I love you so very much, darlings.

SW: 62 kg (136.69 lbs)
CW: 61.2 kg (134.92 lbs)
UGW: 48 kg (105.82 lbs)
weight lost: 0.8 kg (1.76 lbs)
weight to lose: 13.2 kg (29.10 lbs)


  1. I'm in a similar place right now. I know there's something out there to fight for, I just haven't found it yet. I feel like I need something or someone to show me the way. I don't want to be stuck in this hole that I've dug for myself. Your post gave me hope and showed me that it just might be ok :) Stay strong <3 Sunshine

  2. Replies
    1. I SAW THAT.

      Lol, YOU are the sweetie. Too nice by half!

  3. Yes, you ARE a survivor and you are worth fighting for.

    Keep fighting on towards the stars.

    Thank you so much for the shoutout. So many warm fuzzies *Snugglehugs*

    Take care, love you <3