I believe I can.

Lately I've been neglecting my blog and especially you guys.. the schoolwork's been almost unbearable, with the mid-sem approaching and all the extra projects and stuff, I haven't really been able to write as much as I would have liked. I've been on and off of my low calorie intake for a while and pretty much on the level of not gainining/ not losing any weight. But that will change! I know I can do this.

I've been watching the 15th cycle of America's Next Top Model and let me tell you, I'm getting right back on track and next week I will see some serious results, because I know I can look like those girls.

I would like to say a warm 'welcome' to all my beautiful new followers and enough with all the words, here's some pretty thinspo!

 

TGIF.

It's Friday. THANK GOD. This week was endless.

Have been on 57.9 kg for two days now so I felt it was safe to mark the success on my little CW and GWs chart on the right side panel. SO HARD to keep losing weight now-- I eat almost nothing and my scale doesn't show any difference. Well, to the eating part- for almost the entire week, I've been drinking coffee and having dinner only, which I, every single day (feeling too guilty) purged right after coming back to my dorm. Tomorrow and Sunday are the challenging, eating-with-my-suspicious-roommate days. My weight's gonna go up and I'm truly scared of what I'll see on the scale on Monday morning (the little mark next to the 58kg will, hopefully-- keeping my fingers crossed-- motivate me). There's still a long way to go. This is just the beginning!

 

Pre-Fall 2010, Vionnet. LOVE:

A little something from Céline:

Ok, now I go party. Everyone have a fun weekend!

My body. My choice.

Dear ones, it's Saturday. Finally. This weekend just couldn't come fast enough! Anyway, so yesterday was Eid (end of Ramadan) and my Muslim friends organized a breaking-the-fast dinner. So I did eat after a long day of successful non-eating. Maybe 400 calories altogether, which was not too bad.

It's so much harder to avoid food during the weekend- there are two meals a day and a suspicious roommate. So easy on a weekday because of our different schedule. 'Yes, I already had lunch, no, I'm not going to dinner, I ate too much today'. Sigh.

Brunch today- broccoli cheese soup, potatoes, scrambled eggs and some salsa.
(maybe around 500 calories total, yes...)

Dinner today- had some coffee already and I'll try to avoid food, but I might just have some vegetables because I'll just HAVE to go to dinner.

And, yes, I did step on my scale in the morning and it showed 57.9 kg (127.6 lbs), although-- after eating so much later at brunch, I really don't feel like weighing myself to find out how that changed.

I know Keira Knightley's already become a cliché, but I love her anyway.. she just looks so normal all the time. And so skinny... so beautiful. Let tomorrow bring happiness and success: have a wonderful evening, sweethearts.

One day, I will be as beautiful as the girls I now envy.

Just a tiny update (cell physiology test tomorrow morning...)-- a nice day today. Busy with school, assignments, tests and such things, but it's finally Friday tomorrow... This week's just been too long. No, I haven't seen the guy since the library thing, and I'm trying to persuade myself that no, I'm not obsessing about him (for now ;).

Breakfast- coffee with some milk

Afternoon- coffee with some milk

Dinner- an orange

And I'm not even feeling hungry... well, I worked in the library almost all afternoon and I'm just so tired that maybe my body doesn't even feel like thinking about anything else than the physical weariness (cleaning and shifting books does make one tired, believe me...). I hope tomorrow my scale will show something I'll be happy to see.